LIFE IS GOOD.



One more semester till I graduate, 5 courses through summer. Something I will not regret doing I am sure. School is one of those positive focuses you must have in life in order to stay on the path you were destined to travel, as well as distance you from distractions.  Love has been the farthest thing from my mind, and I wouldn't want it any other way.

Be happy. Be mindful. Find a positive focus.

Stef xx

Funny how much it feels like I have grown, even in a year since my last posts... Everything that has happened has really changed me, for the better. Falling in love, not being able to keep that love, and finding who I am again gives some perspective. Some days I wish I could make things right and live in a world I know I will not thrive in, but will make me so happy that I almost deem it worth it. I dont think I will ever get over him, but that shows me that love is real.. Lots to think about.. Still.

Falling in love

But not being able to stay in that love

Is the toughest love

One will ever know

getting back to being who you really are is the most amazing feeling in the world. god bless.

clearing out

WOW. Too much has happened since I last posted, I cannot even believe it all myself... Safe to say I am FINALLY getting back to me, and am in a much better place.  For everyone out there, dont take life and the way you live it for granted. I know its clique and been said a million times before, but when something gives you reason to believe those words, take it as a gift.  I know my life has changed because of it, and moving on from the past is all but a blessing.  Writing has always been a great stress reliever for me, so being able to breathe for a bit is nice, considering all what I must get back to...... Love everyone around you, stress less, and always be grateful for what you have. xx stef

trust

I know its been awhile, but here I am, back at it with my latest pondering.  Trust is what everyone wishes to obtain from another person, but when you trust and are betrayed once, how can you move on and trust another?  For some people may be more forgiving and forgetting than I, but shaking the feeling of betrayal is a much harder feat to accomplish, than to just say one will.  Placing little faith in words, and weighting action is a paradox in itself, for one will always act in their own benefit, so even if their actions are just, they may be just self satisfying.  I wish I could just reach a catharsis and clear my mind, but for now, I will remain uncertain.

One more thing!

So.... I took a chance. For once in my life (just like the cheezy MJ song lyrics, yes i know). But it paid off. Hopefully it will go as desired, but one never knows.. Details to come! st xx

Oh Poor Neglected Blog...

IM SORRY! Havent been posting lately! But any good student would know, around exams, any time = study for exams time. On top of this, im working on the set of "Once Upon a Time" the show, tomorrow. To only busy my life further, I have applied to serve at 2 local restaurants. Hi interviews. Hi stress. Will be writing more when its all over. Much love, st xx

Friday f a v o r i t e s

Week Two! Here are some goodies iv rounded up for this week..

Favorite Restaurant 

(The Village Taphouse West Van, GO)

Favorite Accessory

(Printed Tights)

Favorite Hat

Favorite Drink

(Yes, iv been needing a few lately with exams- Crantinni's)

What are your Friday Favorites? st-xx

chances

I'm pretty sure any girl can relate with the next post I going to write.  So theres a guy, and you've given him chances before, but now you wonder, have my feelings changed? You may have not liked him at first, (or liked him and had given up because he thinks of you just as a friend), but how do you know? You have to take a chance, a leap of faith.  Now I am not usually the one giving this advice, but i'm trying to believe that second chances do work, and that with a little bit of faith, you will find some good. Wish me luck on my next chance, who knows, yours might be coming along soon! st- xx