getting back to being who you really are is the most amazing feeling in the world. god bless.

clearing out

WOW. Too much has happened since I last posted, I cannot even believe it all myself... Safe to say I am FINALLY getting back to me, and am in a much better place.  For everyone out there, dont take life and the way you live it for granted. I know its clique and been said a million times before, but when something gives you reason to believe those words, take it as a gift.  I know my life has changed because of it, and moving on from the past is all but a blessing.  Writing has always been a great stress reliever for me, so being able to breathe for a bit is nice, considering all what I must get back to...... Love everyone around you, stress less, and always be grateful for what you have. xx stef

trust

I know its been awhile, but here I am, back at it with my latest pondering.  Trust is what everyone wishes to obtain from another person, but when you trust and are betrayed once, how can you move on and trust another?  For some people may be more forgiving and forgetting than I, but shaking the feeling of betrayal is a much harder feat to accomplish, than to just say one will.  Placing little faith in words, and weighting action is a paradox in itself, for one will always act in their own benefit, so even if their actions are just, they may be just self satisfying.  I wish I could just reach a catharsis and clear my mind, but for now, I will remain uncertain.