Funny how much it feels like I have grown, even in a year since my last posts... Everything that has happened has really changed me, for the better. Falling in love, not being able to keep that love, and finding who I am again gives some perspective. Some days I wish I could make things right and live in a world I know I will not thrive in, but will make me so happy that I almost deem it worth it. I dont think I will ever get over him, but that shows me that love is real.. Lots to think about.. Still.